TAKEN @ the US OPEN
Anxiety (album) (Photo credit: Wikipedia) This past fall Mum and Daddy took me to the US Open in NYC! I was soooo excited. I ate everything in sight once off the train. A Reuben the size of a small...
View ArticleSalvation in Homophobic Parents
is god gay? (Photo credit: the|G|™) I said it is a moot point; to Zoey, my now only true and guiding friend but even she is a forbidden fruit. Actually, I don’t have the guts to even tell her that I...
View ArticleOnce Upon a Time in Durham
Rape (Photo credit: Valeri Pizhanski) Kids are resilient I had been told by a professor. That professor had turned out to be my mother. Like HOW? I begged to know. Duh,definition, please? The...
View ArticleGracing Photography
Dutiful But Dumb (Photo credit: Wikipedia) ‘Grad school i dont know where ill end up…for all i know i could end up at mass instatute of art! If this had been my first sentence in applying for grad...
View ArticleBreakdowns Come & Breakdowns Go
I <3 Psychosis (less racey wording) (Photo credit: multipletentacles) A bi-polar moment with love lost and lackluster attempts at holding on. Most conversations are one sided and unedited as they...
View ArticleIdentity is not Theft, If you don’t have one!
Name- Ambien Grace Age-22 and regressing Body type- plump and growing Hair Color- Not sure, trying to be blonde, I am emotionally but the hair is still just a bad dye job. Eyes- Cold Relationship...
View ArticlePlayboy and the Mall
Time to Feed My Fat Ass (Photo credit: neighborhoods.org) I managed to get to the Mall of New Hampshire today. Used to be the crowds of onlookers, the groups of socially acceptable almost adults and...
View ArticleSpring into bad Fashion
I am over weight. I’m 40lbs over what I should be. Yet,I insist on wearing my Victoria Secret black bikini even if things hang over the side of the strings. I shave myself to the nub beyond a...
View ArticleThe Naked Un-True
Somehow I’ve found myself driving through many small towns looking for anything that will make me an artist. Somehow, I drive pass the barren forgotten cemeteries in Epsom. I glance at the farms from...
View ArticleAmbien Speech & It’s Pathology
Ice cream and cookies. I’m being a fatty tonight. Eating a ton of sugar in one sitting. I am self-destructive and I wallow in every minute of it. I wonder if knitting burns calories, I should...
View ArticleWhere did the Love go?
You have got me eternally by the short hairs… I toss that vain and vulgar thought around in my head. I am ambling into the Racquetball Club for another attempt at cutting down on the spare tire...
View ArticleMy 22 Year Black Out
New Hampton School (Photo credit: Wikipedia) grant me the serenity to grow the fuck up! Stepping away from the homophobia, the misogynistic parents, the stagnant direction of a borderline’s life;...
View ArticlePicture This
Cat got your tongue Tree in fall w/out leaves #100,000 You know this whole revelation thing has got me wound up. One comment on, hey, you don’t sound so bright when you’re writing and my panties are...
View Articlethe savant dog and the prodigal daughter
Apathy is similar to living life and waiting for oblivion My parents have not been blessed with two things: Exchanging apathy for empathy. And, a daughter with whom there haven’t been any suicidal...
View ArticleAmbien Grace On Dancing
I don’t go to fast but I go pretty far! Hot sun beating down Burning my feet just walking around. Hot sun making me sweat ‘gators getting close, hasn’t got me yet I can’t dance, i can‘t talk. Only...
View ArticleSkype Date Anyone?
Caution…handle with sedatives. Never reveal more than you are willing to let loose…she had said to me. I had been planning this Skype date all day. “Hmm…where on earth did you come from? You are like...
View ArticleA White Women’s Rhythm
living is easy with eyes closed The American cover for ”The Book of General Ignorance (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Seems everyone is doing something but me. I try to get myself out of bed this morning...
View Articlethe Joy of R rated Bedtime Stories
Love Fest…Auburn StreetConcord NH I miss my bedtime story! I would get nice and comfy in bed. And, beg, I want your voice. It’s soothing! Yup…I must be special… No, one ever cared enough to change for...
View ArticleGrandpa Ed’s Malibu
Check Engine light on a 1996 Dodge Caravan. (Photo credit: Wikipedia) The old Chevy Malibu isn’t like he used to be. Back when my grand-daddy drove it, the thing purred like a kitten on cat dope! Now,...
View Articlethe science of Communicating & My Disorders
I thought I knew what I was doingI was wrong And, so the story goes, on and on and on, for persons of unknown originality, plucked from the heavens and set on earth, nicked named…Ambien Grace! Well...
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